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Friday, November 11, 2011

A Different Kind of School

When i was a child, i'm one of those who enjoyed being in sunday school, listening to different bible stories, memorizing bible verses, and role-playing all the time. When secondary school came, I used to think that entering bible school would make u a pastor right away, should walk a sinless life and should be quiet and act finesse at all times, because people will look up to you, will ask lots of things concerning faith, morality and what do the bible stands, but then, others will wait on when you'll slip, so they will prove that what you're studying will just be a waste of time.

Then half of my college years came. And I stopped. I totally stopped my faith in Him. Yes, I'm attending Sunday services, but i know my life was not focused on Jesus anymore. I said to myself, i already know what to do with my life. No need for help. Furthermore, i realized something is missing. I also know what that is, but pride was just deeply rooted on me.


As i was already working, convictions upon convictions came in. From trash, God lifted me up once again. He restored my whole being, that includes my confidence in Him. Moreover, the idea for bible school springs up once again. i had second thoughts about it, but then, i was surprised that it all happened so fast. Truly, you will find Him when you seek Him with all your heart. He will reveal Himself to you. And i am just excited on what plans God have for me.